here is an old video compilation i made when jak first retired down to anysize classes, He has been gone a week tonight, i miss him so so much, i hope he knows how much we love and miss him x
Hope he wasn't drinking gin....:-) And he was definitely having a GOOD TIME. I have tortured myself for several weeks (and tomorrow it is two months since Pop died) about just the same thing. I still feel shock each time I make myslef face the fact she is not here now. it feels so wrong that she isn't. I keep wondering if she knew just how much I loved (and still do) her and if she knows just how much she is missed. I have driven Iain crazy asking him if she really did know. And he always says the same thing: 'the fact that she was so happy, the fact she wanted so much to stay with us should tell you the answer. The fact that you are so desperate for her to be surrounded by love shows how much love there was for her in our lives'. It is begining to sink in slowly. It doesn't matter if you get plenty of warning ot none at all (and I have had experience of both) if you are the kind of person who surrounds your dogs with love so that it filters into and through thier lives, you wil never be content that you have made them feel loved enough, because there is always more love to give, and you want to give it. So of course they know xx
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Hope he wasn't drinking gin....:-)
And he was definitely having a GOOD TIME.
I have tortured myself for several weeks (and tomorrow it is two months since Pop died) about just the same thing. I still feel shock each time I make myslef face the fact she is not here now. it feels so wrong that she isn't. I keep wondering if she knew just how much I loved (and still do) her and if she knows just how much she is missed. I have driven Iain crazy asking him if she really did know. And he always says the same thing: 'the fact that she was so happy, the fact she wanted so much to stay with us should tell you the answer. The fact that you are so desperate for her to be surrounded by love shows how much love there was for her in our lives'. It is begining to sink in slowly. It doesn't matter if you get plenty of warning ot none at all (and I have had experience of both) if you are the kind of person who surrounds your dogs with love so that it filters into and through thier lives, you wil never be content that you have made them feel loved enough, because there is always more love to give, and you want to give it. So of course they know xx
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